I will FIGHT for my channel!!!!!
Nov 18, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=buNzmxxnBXI

hey you guys welcome back to my channel
if you're new welcome to my channel
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Monday everybody I hope everybody is
having a wonderful start to you guys
this week
i am i had my counseling this morning so
that was a really good start off we
talked about some really good things
with anxiety in public because that's
something I've been dealing a lot with
and you know I think it has a lot to do
with I need to stay off of the news and
just stay is not being so nosy so we
talked about that and how you know
together our tools when needed for the
sake of being out in you know public and
you know there's always things going on
that we can't control
and so just reminding ourselves that you
know our surroundings are safe and you
know things like that that's the most
important thing so therapy was really
good today and then um I came home and I
got a email and I've have lots of
questions about what is going on with
YouTube getting rid of channels now I'm
gonna tell you right now I will not go
down without a fight
I am NOT going to lose my channel I
don't think I have an issue because I
don't have a channel that is geared
towards children my Analects show that
the ages of what was it 5 to 13 or 7 to
13 something like that is 0% meaning I
don't have any underage children
subscribe to my channel so I don't
technically have anything to worry about
but YouTube is making some major changes
for channels that do go towards children
and you're now going to have to you know
disclose if your channel is for children
and if it is
then I believe if I'm understanding it
correctly that means that your channel
will be D not D monetize meaning you
cannot monetize your channel so you will
not be no longer receiving money is what
I'm understanding now if you get cut
making videos geared towards children
and you're not marking it that it's for
children you can actually get a fine of
up to forty seven thousand dollars from
Google if they catch you doing that and
that is forty seven thousand per video
that they find that you've lied about or
under told the truth about your channel
so it's really important to be very
cautious about that I chatted with
somebody from YouTube today on a few
different things one was concerning that
which we both understand that you know I
don't believe I have anything to worry
about I don't have I I mean YouTube has
been kind of working towards that change
because they've been they've been doing
different changes within some of the
channels already but it doesn't rule out
until January of 2020 which is only a
short few weeks away from now I can't
even believe that we're almost into 2020
but also I don't have like my comments
you know taken away I don't have any of
that my children once in awhile make a
presence here but it's not enough that a
child's gonna sit down and watch my
whole video and find what I'm even
saying remotely interesting whatsoever
so I don't think I have anything to
worry about
but if if anything happens I won't go
down without a fight I will make sure
that I do everything in my willpower to
keep my channel because I love every one
of you I was gonna say each and every
one of you but and and I do but I do I
love all of you guys um I want to say
thank you and welcome to all of my new
subscribers that have been joining my
channel I hope you guys are enjoying
your stay here I have definitely been
seeing my my emails that I am receiving
new subscribers my numbers are not going
up but that's because YouTube has even
changed the way that they put out your
subscriber number now if you notice when
you go to somebody's Channel and you see
a subscriber number it doesn't put out
that your channel has just say 1578
subscribers now it will say 1500 and 7k
i think is how they do it so for me mine
has been go-ahead mine husband stuck at
2650 but in reality
- at 26 59 but they're not gonna do that
9 they're just gonna do 50 I don't
understand why they're doing all of that
changes but that's what YouTube is doing
so yes my numbers are going up and I
can't be more grateful to each and every
one of you guys you guys are what makes
my channel worth it there has been times
where I question myself is this worth it
when I was going through some really
hard times with YouTube and you know I I
really didn't know at the time if
YouTube was gonna be something I could
deal with and I really sat down and I
thought about it and I said you know
what know everybody that is on my
channel is so worth being here I love
doing what I loved I love doing what I
am doing
I love reaching other people I love
talking with other people sharing my
life letting people know that they're
not alone on a lot of things that people
suffer with that I suffer with and if it
can mean that I can put my word out
there and maybe it's me that has to wear
the you know the big triangle but the
caution sign to say hey there's more
than just one of us suffering from this
and everybody has me be the voice that's
exactly what I will do but I love having
my channel and I would never want to see
it go anywhere so for as far as I can
see my channel is gonna be sticking
around I love it
and you guys all make it so worth it my
children even adore all of you guys
I can bring up someone's name and they
know who I'm talking about that makes a
big difference to me
to know that even my babies and oli you
know what they love all of you guys as
well so it definitely makes a big
difference to me today marks a special
day for me and my husband today is our
anniversary he had to work today so you
know it's just it's another year in the
book but it's definitely another year in
the book of happiness and love and I'm
very proud to be married to this man and
you know I can honestly say you know
there's never a perfect person out there
but I can say I have a perfect husband
and that's because he was made perfectly
for me but um yes
today is our anniversary today's the day
that I married my man in Egypt and then
sadly I only got to be with him for
three weeks and then I had to come home
and then we were apart for almost a year
before we got to be back together again
but anyways yes it's been an amazing
time being married to him we have had a
lot of ups and we've had some downs you
know we're a married couple just like
everybody else we had to learn one foot
at a time how to live with each other
and be married to each other and you
know like I've shared in the past you
know I I was raised by multiple people
so everybody had kind of their way of
being married some had really strong
marriages and others didn't have such
strong marriages but I'm so grateful to
be able to take the tools that I was
given and put those into my marriage and
protect this marriage more than I could
ever try because
me this is the most sacred thing that I
could ever ask for and I respect this
marriage so much so for me I you know I
know that we've hit some really hard
rocks you know at the beginning even of
our marriage because we were still
learning about each other we didn't know
everything about each other when he came
here we didn't know how to live with
each other we were only together for
weeks before I came home and so it was
well not really it was like three and a
half weeks cuz I got married three days
after getting to Egypt and then I was
with him for one s days like three we
and mine him in four weeks I know it
wasn't there for more than a month but
you know everything happens for its own
reasons but I am so grateful for this
man I love him so much and he's given me
a really good life as a husband and a
wife I'm very grateful to have him as
being my life partner so he's my partner
in crime I am going to be doing another
Q&A; again because I've had a lot of
subscribers come in and a lot of people
have a lot of questions about me and
about my family so if you want to ask
any questions if you're not following me
on Instagram make sure that you're
following me on instagram under ami
ramadan i believe is my instagram name
i'm gonna check that while I have you
guys here um but jump over to my
Instagram and send me a DM of questions
that you want to know about me and I
would be so happy to answer them I am
pretty open to everything so there isn't
really anything that is too much
so my sign-in name is Amy wait all
lowercase
Ami's underscore life underscore journey
and I will put it somewhere within this
this thing right here I'll put my code
nough or my name under Instagram and
also it is also in the description box
is my Instagram all my social medias are
down there so jump over to Instagram
throw me a question or two or three or
four of ten and I will be answering them
on Thursday you guys I am gonna close
I'm like really stuffy I don't know
what's going on my nails are a hot mess
because I'm ripping them off right now
yes I'm ripping them off not because I
don't like them but because I'm anal and
I want to do another side so what that
means ed I got some change to do tonight
along with laundry and cleaning the
kitchen so I hope you guys are having a
wonderful start to your guys this week I
know that I'm I'm starting it and I'm
gonna have a good week I am I am I am
determined to have a good week I seen
somebody making a comment on one of my
videos that they were commenting on one
of my old videos and said I missed this
Amy and I went back and I watch that
video and it really hit home I thought
yeah you know I am missing that Amy too
and I want to get back to that Amy that
happily bubbly you know life is great
Amy and I know I can be there I just
have to take it and go with it so that
old Amy is back in action
anyways alright you guys I am going to
close so I can take care of these hot
nails and go take care of my children
but until then you guys have a wonderful
start to your guyses week talk to you
guys later bye bye